The situation may sound stupid to many but this is how it is. I’ve found and set my faith in Jesus no longer than 4 years ago. I found everything perfect living a life for Him and every problem was reassured by the fact that He will help overcome anything, and everything. I’ve been taught that everything I do must be for His glory & slowly I started to grasp that concept and I’ve stopped activities that are deemed ‘worldly’ like my love for singing and dancing. It all made sense to me to give up something you love for a greater love, which is love for Christ. The church I attended was a little strict on separating ourselves from the ‘wordly’ elements. It wasn’t enforced but it was encouraged especially if you’re a regular, active member who stands on the pulpit (which I do as part of the worship team.)

But now, I can’t deny it to myself and I can’t hide the passion I have. My friends are dancers, singers and performers and I usually just sit on the sidelines and watch them. To see how much they’ve progress over the years and what they achieved made me think to myself that, that could’ve been me! But don’t get me wrong. I LOVE GOD. I LOVE SERVING HIM. I LOVE SERVING OTHERS. I LOVE SINGING FOR GOD. But there are times when I wanna express feelings through song or dance which I don’t know whether is right in the sight if God. it’s nothing vulgar or rude or obscene of course. I know I must identify why these things are so important to me & examine my motives.  But I can’t go further as to say because my heart & mind tells me that this is what I want. Because I want to achieve something for myself. Does that make me a sinner in His eyes? A comformer?